i cant even find the words to explain it anymore.

how can one person have so much pull on your life.

i sometimes want to quit, just throw in the towel, but then the smallest thing makes me fall a little more.

im pathetic.

but its amazing what a good friend can do to help.

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You were never what I had in mind;
But I ran to you,
With my heart open wide.
We may not have been right on time,
But I'll wait for you,
If you'll stay mine.
It's been a terrifying run,
As we knew it would be,
But, baby, we can have fun,
Just you and me.
Your eyes are all I need,
To save me from my fears,
And I'm not concerned with the speed,
Just ask me to wait for you.