unoriginal blog part three.

Two of the roommates are gone, and the living situation has become better, I believe for all 5 of us.

We are rewriting our lease in the next few days, and adding cats to it. :)

Some days I forget the biggest things in my life exist, and I fear that that makes me a horrible person.

I also believe I am the only 21 year old who would rather sit at home and write, then get drunk and/or have sex. It doesnt bother me, but at the same time it does.

I just don't know what the hell is going on in my own mind anymore.

"i will look at the floor and wonder what i came here for.
or i will stand tall, knowing that you're looking for me.
and we're looking for the door."

unoriginal blog part two.

Have you ever had one of those days where you could not get out of bed in the fear that you knew what was coming, and it wasn't going to be good?

Yeah, me too.

I need to find myself a better living situation. Something with less people, or at least where the people will get along better.
I am tired of living in my bedroom, so I dont have to see someone.
That is not why I pay rent. That is not what an adult should do in her own house.


The move is getting closer and closer.
Soon, it will consume my mind.

I have already found some prospective places.
:)



I am going to have to start looking at the beauty in the ugly.

im ready to start my life


and id like to do it with you.