I have put it all out there.
Now, I wait.


I have my brothers for a few days, they make everything better.
Not that anything is bad right now, because everything is the best its been in a long time, but this just makes it even better.
Those boys are my entire world.

I also have a lot of packing and cleaning to do in the next couple of days, and I need to find a place to put some of my stuff. Hopefully this goes smoothly.

I can't stop thinking about you. You made the last week perfect, and you made my birthday a day that I will never forget.
You make me happier than I thought I could be.

Never change.

You're like my own personal drug
Only better.
An addiction I'll hold
And always remember
Struggling for strength
Outside of your touch
I believe you're an addiction
That I'll never give up.
I soak it all in
Every chance that I get
And I'll take everything from you
A life of no regrets.
You're something I can't quit
And we've gone too far
But there's no end in sight
Its going past an addiction
And turning in to something I need.