unoriginal blog part thirty-two.

She's being an idiot about all of this.
She isn't understanding how valuable the time is.
How valuable she is.
She needs to open her eyes, and do what she has said she was going to do for years now.
I don't care what it takes, she needs to stick around.
She claims to know what she's doing, and that everything will be fine, but she's wrong.
If she knew what she was doing, she wouldn't be getting worse.
She doesn't understand the toll it takes on me everyday either.


As for you;
Your roommates keep asking me questions.
Questions I can't answer, as much as I'd like to.
And I don't even know what I want the answer to be.
I've been so blissed out on how things are going, I don't want it to stop.
I don't want it to change, but I guess I want to know I'm not leading myself down a dead end.
But, I trust you, and I don't think you would do that to me.
I believe in you.
I guess I still want to know what comes next, and maybe when that will be.
But I'm too nervous to ask, because as I said, I don't want this to stop.

Waking up to your face every morning is more than I could have dreamed about.
I don't want to lose that.
And as far as I can tell right now, I don't want to ever lose that.

There is going to come a day
When you will realize
You can't imagine your life
Without me sharing every sunrise.

Every chapter you've gone through
Will cease to capture your mind
And you will only look to the writer
To ensure I'm on your side.

Every passing moment
Will be better than the last,
And when you remember to catch your breath
You're not thinking of the past.

When this day greets you
You'll see me waiting there
Arms outreached to greet you,
My fears and inhibitions dissipate into the air.

I will tell you how I've loved you
Since the first time I saw your eyes
Take your hand inside of mine
My emotions won't be compromised.

Sink your feet into the sand
Baby, don't let go of my hand
Unlock your heart and stay by me
(You should know I have never been this happy.)