She's okay.
Happy Birthday everyone, she's absolutely okay!
Hormone therapy is mountains better than chemo therapy.
:)


I really need to take these placement tests.
I really want to get on track, and get my life on track.

Also, I want a new job.

I'm happy though.
I don't know everything, I don't know exactly where I am, or what comes next, but I'm happy.
I received one of the best compliments of my life recently.
I was told that talking to me always puts them in a better mood, because I helped them remember the perspective of things.
I helped them realize that the little problems are just that, little things.
There is so much better in life, and so many great things.
How great is that?
I hope I can do that for more than just one person. I wish I could do that for everyone.
I was also told recently that someone felt safe saying something to me, because its me.
I really liked that, too.

I found a poetry contest online recently for writersdigest.com, and I think I figured out why I never follow through with anything for my writing; I'm afraid I'm not as good as I hope I am. I don't want to try and fail. This is the safer, less intimidating way out.

The other woman in my life I should really be keeping my eye on, or at least talking to more was recently moved to a different nursing home much, much closer to me. I have no reason as to why I haven't gone to see her, other than I don't want to go alone.
I also don't want to wait too long.
(I still want you to meet her.)

I should probably feel weird talking about you, since I know you read it, but whatever. You know what I write here, and read it anyway.
You're pretty nifty.
I have never felt better than I do when I'm with you.
I love waking up to you, and falling asleep with you.
When the rest of the world was falling apart, you were stronger than I was, and when everything is great, you're even better.
I can't imagine you not being around.
Thank you, for everything.

I fall in love with you a little more every day, and it feels amazing.
As terrifying as it is, I couldn't ask for anything better.

You make me happier than I've ever been before.