I am great at being an idiot, and just making myself look completely insane, and as insecure as I feel.
I thought by 23 that would have changed, but its only gotten worse.
I'm not exactly sure why I do some of the things I do. I couldn't tell you what drives me to do them, but as I'm doing them, it seems like a good idea.
I just hope my crazy isn't too much.

I really need some self confidence.
But every time I have even the smallest amount, it gets shattered.

I want you to say to me things that you used to. I don't know why you have so much influence over how I feel.



I wish I had more to say except damn my insecurities.

I just want to feel worthy.