i really do have the best friend in the entire world.
i was low yesterday.
i was so low.
i couldnt pick myself back up.
i hate that feeling, and so i tried something different this time
i talked about it.
explained what i was feeling, and some possible reasons i was feeling that way
got her input, and then just, hung out.
i feel a million times better today.
i slept almost completely through the night last night, for the first time in weeks.
and, i'm hungry. i am actually hungry.
she truly is amazing. i love her so much.
on a side note, i dont know what i have done lately, but i feel like my life is on repeat.
i feel like everything im doing, every thought im having, and every decision im making, i've made them all before.
and i dont remember the outcome being my favorite.
its like im getting a second chance, to do it better, to do it right.
but i dont remember how it all happened the first time, and i think that history is doomed to repeat itself.
and i really dont want that to happen.
also, for the past few days, i've actually felt attractive. and worthy. which, with how depressed i've been for the past few weeks, its strange.
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